Nostalgia

Have you ever felt a sensation like you are drowning

A pain that comes because you feel and think you should have live many things

That you have lost so much in your life

And you try to build up your life again, you get new people in

To start a new career, to accomplish things, to get projects done

But nostalgia and emotions are there, getting you to the bottom

The sensation of losing things, losing friends, losing your life the way is was,

It´s so painful, and it´s not growing up no one not even me has grown up,

We all still the same, almost the fucking same,

We just lost something, something whose worth is 

I can say I’m blessed because I had it, I loved someone and had someone loving me

Had friends, had experiences, concerts, parties, music, and such

But it changed and I hate it

I can´t stand to see the faces of them not even in internet although I like them, I know in some way it is lost